Shauntaye Marie

Shauntaye-Marie.....the unedited,unscripted version

Finally

So I have finally linked my iPhone with my tumblr and this is the maiden post. I still have long nails from ma cousin nuptials and it has been a bitch to type…..

Isnt this funny

So now everyone is jumping out speaking about this and I feel even more horrid at my stupidity…Can I just expire now…*facepalm* it’s one thing for my circle to be saying thats stupid and I cant believe you did that but for other people to be speaking out about the stupidity of what you did…makes me fell fifteen million times worse and I refuse to cry over this. I will be casual and I will not care…. 

Deep Breaths

Deep breaths bubba breathe through it all….now is not the appropriate time to be feeling this way and being close to tears Is no excuse. So now I have something that I can’t deal with…my inner moral scale prevents me from going there ever again…EVER!!!!!!! Can I vomit now like can I please throw up…screw my body’s no throwing up unless sick policy…I’m sick in spirit right now I am sick of this of this situation of this whole drama….I’m so fed up and sick of this… Le Sigh….

Time for me to be Real

I have been on a quest to see how much I can hurt to se how much I can feel to see how far I can go before I registered Shaun what are you doing.The end result of this is anger that is unmatched by anything that I have evver felt,it’s no one’s fault but mine and there is nothing I can do to take it back and to go back to where i was just wallowing in what i termed self pity and self imposed numbness.

Now Im left with nausea that’s not going to go away anytime soon and an epic mess that I don’t think that I want to go into or even think about or the nausea is going to translate to me actually throwing up and the only good thing about this is that I am now 114 pounds….

T.B.C.

Ask meh!!!!!

1. Are looks important in a relationship?
2. Are relationships ever worth it?
3. Are you a virgin?
4. Are you in a relationship?
5. Are you in love?
6. Are you single this year?
7. Can you commit to one person?
8. Describe your crush
9. Describe your perfect mate
10. Do you believe in love at first sight?
11. Do you ever want to get married?
12. Do you forgive betrayal?
13. Do you get jealous easily?
14. Do you have a crush on anyone?
15. Do you have any piercings?
16. Do you have any tattoos?
17. Do you like kissing in public?
20. Do you shower every day?
21. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year?
26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you?
28. Have you ever been cheated on?
29. Have you ever cheated on someone?
30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body?
31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl?
32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love?
33. Have you ever had sex with a man?
34. Have you ever had sex with a woman?
35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends?
37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
38. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone?
41. Have you had sex so far this year?
42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?
43. How long was your longest relationship?
44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?
45. How many people did you kiss in 2011?
46. How many times did you have sex last year?
47. How old are you?
48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?
50. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
51. Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for?
52. Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why?
53. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
54. Is there someone you will never forget?
55. Share a relationship story.
56. State 8 facts about your body
57. Things you want to say to an ex
58. What are five ways to win your heart?
59. What do you look like? (Post a picture!)
60. What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners?
61. What is the first thing you notice in someone?
62. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you?
63. What is your definition of “having sex”?
64. What is your definition of cheating?
65. What is your favourite foreplay routine?
66. What is your favourite roleplay?
67. What is your idea of the perfect date?
68. What is your sexual orientation?
69. What turns you off?
70. What turns you on?
71. What was your kinkiest wet dream?
72. What words do you like to hear during sex?
73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?
74. What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for?
75. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you?
76. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone?
77. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships?
78. What’s your dirtiest secret?
79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why?
80. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
81. Who are five people you find attractive?
82. Who is the last person you hugged?
83. Who was your first kiss with?
84. Why did your last relationship fail?
85. Would you ever date someone off of the Internet?
86. You’ll love me if
ask me!

(Source: myegotisticalindulgences, via trinijamgirl)

Dear God in Heaven

I want to throw up so badly but it’s the principle of it….I mean if I can drink it all it can fucking stay all the way down and plus I just refuse to throw up….

Cant remember when last my mother had a good look at me but lol to that…when i finally do get home there is going to be a lot of cussing going on and I need to go to UWI on Saturday and Sunday so Shaunie dngaff…

to make it all better i fucked up one side of my contact and i was walking around with a new pair changed it and Im like there is a God in heaven and now all I want is a chicken salad and peleau with a slice of cold avocado…..perfection ma lovies…

I want a tattoo and Im looking for one now….small ones

free hugs.: Facts about cancer. (damn true!)

colorfulblack:

Have you met a Cancerian woman recently? Are you a little confused as to what she really is - chirpy, somber or distant? She is all of these and still, she is none of these. Even more confused? A Cancerian woman has mood swings every now and then and these are only a few of her mood swings….